My eye candy- Katie Leung- Cho Chang

WOW WOW WOW WOW WOWWWWWWWW!!!!!

I just dreamt that I was sitting beside Katie Leung at a very big musical!!!

And we talked and laughed!! Because it was so packed, she managed to get a seat. But she wanted to get a better view. But as she moved, it was right beside me!

I was like the cool dude trying not to be over surprised by her presence beside me. But when all is going so well, her good friend came and there were no seats for her.

How I wish I can meet her in person and get to know her as a friend and not a crazy fan. In anycase, it was an awesome dream I had until I woke up. And it was like damn! why did I have to wake up !?!?!?!?! Looking forward to her next movie!!

Till Next Time,

BOOYA!

Reminder..

Looking at rock climbing and body building videos really just reminds me who I had set out to be when I was 17. But now, I really am finding it hard to get back on track with my current status. It's time to cut down on my eating and increase on home workouts.

Going for a lite run even with the shin splint not fully recovered. I am that desperate.

Till this evening, booya!

Back Alive & Kickin'!!!

Trying to get back to an online journal personally..

The past few months and the upcoming few are not the best and may be the worse I have ever been.

With the current shin splint not yet recovered, the increase in medical expenses for physiotherapy, the inability to do cardio and high intensity activities like BASKETBALL! to keep fit, it has resulted in very bad health.

From High Blood Pressure to Shin Splint to Obesity,

This is something that I did not expect of myself and am very disappointed. As a person with very high self esteem, being at such a low at this age is not what I had expected. Physical confidence has been poor with the lack of sizable clothes. With my social lifestyle, I really need to

lose weight and get fit in the next 3 months. I feel not confident enough to meet people, especially people whom I have known for quite some time.

People going to OBS slim down, I was the reverse. Disappointment in myself has hit an all time high. Dear God, if you hear me, please help me in any way you can or have already planned? I can't fit all my pants anymore and am struggling when I am in them. The only thing when others see me is to say I have put on weight. I am just going to end it here.

Dear God, Please help me.

No booya for now...