Reflection Cycling..

Yes, Weird Activity, but it works for me. 

I personally am the kind that self reflect through many different experiences. Maybe a few triggers here and then to kick start but I usually end it positive. For eg:

1) O Levels: Can't study at home, Cycled Max Speed to the top of Tampines Mountain Bike Trail. Threw the bike aside and just let the environment sink in. An hour or so, my mind would be refreshed to take on more studying. Result: L1R4= 14pts

2) During Polytechnic: Questioned the big One up in the sky deciding my life a lot. Led to alot of confusion, wrong mistakes, wrong decisions. Cycled to Pasir Ris Park at Max Speed. Relaxed at a quiet BBQ pit and think it through. Pray also. Result: Ended poly with more joy then regret. 

3) NOW: Questioned about NS, Questioned about someone in particular, Questioned even about my kids in school vs my own pleasure. Cycled to Pasir Ris Park & Remote location in Changi. 

Result: Nothing! NOTHING! NOTHING!!!!

All I ask for is for Him to say something or show something. I know that I really want to pursue but I sometimes make sense to myself and sometimes don't. Things were so fine till today. Tmrw's work day would be kind of awkward I guess. I hoping not and I can still ask her out. 

I can be the guy that thinks so much that I make sense to myself to not do things, but at the same time, I know that is what I want. Even friends say its possible but its not I guess. I should have just stuck to church. 

" Everyone has their on Everest, We all want to conquer it. " 

But there is a time for it.

Sometimes, 

The Mountain Warns Us.

Either the mountain has warned me or her mountains (friends) have done the same for her. 

Or have I scaled the wrong mountain....

To end off, 

I thought I was smart enough to know so many things but in the end, I am defeated by myself. How smart could I have gotten. 

Till Next Time, 

TUB

My eye candy- Katie Leung- Cho Chang

WOW WOW WOW WOW WOWWWWWWWW!!!!!

I just dreamt that I was sitting beside Katie Leung at a very big musical!!!

And we talked and laughed!! Because it was so packed, she managed to get a seat. But she wanted to get a better view. But as she moved, it was right beside me!

I was like the cool dude trying not to be over surprised by her presence beside me. But when all is going so well, her good friend came and there were no seats for her.

How I wish I can meet her in person and get to know her as a friend and not a crazy fan. In anycase, it was an awesome dream I had until I woke up. And it was like damn! why did I have to wake up !?!?!?!?! Looking forward to her next movie!!

Till Next Time,

BOOYA!

Reminder..

Looking at rock climbing and body building videos really just reminds me who I had set out to be when I was 17. But now, I really am finding it hard to get back on track with my current status. It's time to cut down on my eating and increase on home workouts.

Going for a lite run even with the shin splint not fully recovered. I am that desperate.

Till this evening, booya!

Back Alive & Kickin'!!!

Trying to get back to an online journal personally..

The past few months and the upcoming few are not the best and may be the worse I have ever been.

With the current shin splint not yet recovered, the increase in medical expenses for physiotherapy, the inability to do cardio and high intensity activities like BASKETBALL! to keep fit, it has resulted in very bad health.

From High Blood Pressure to Shin Splint to Obesity,

This is something that I did not expect of myself and am very disappointed. As a person with very high self esteem, being at such a low at this age is not what I had expected. Physical confidence has been poor with the lack of sizable clothes. With my social lifestyle, I really need to

lose weight and get fit in the next 3 months. I feel not confident enough to meet people, especially people whom I have known for quite some time.

People going to OBS slim down, I was the reverse. Disappointment in myself has hit an all time high. Dear God, if you hear me, please help me in any way you can or have already planned? I can't fit all my pants anymore and am struggling when I am in them. The only thing when others see me is to say I have put on weight. I am just going to end it here.

Dear God, Please help me.

No booya for now...

New Equipment, Tested and Proven!

BOOYA!!

As the kayaking seasons sets in, New equipment needs to be in as well.

An investment to a new brand, Timberland.

The Timberland Mountain Athletics All Mountain Run Off Vertical Shoe is my choice.

Many others opt for the Salomon Techiphibian shoe, This is shoe is better.

Used Twice and Still Nice.

Till the Next Adventure post,

BOOYA!!

Back to Business...

Booya!!

Yo! Just back from Mount Kinabalu in Sabah. Wow! Fantastic time with my boys and girls. Just so Proud to be a Red Shirt. Man, I'm going to a Red Shirt for Life!! Just a Picture of them:

Upon Departure...

But all in all.. Now have to handle many things, things are back to busy and fast. Time to Keep up!! Not on a Line any more!

Till Then... BOOYA!!

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