The past few months and the upcoming few are not the best and may be the worse I have ever been.
With the current shin splint not yet recovered, the increase in medical expenses for physiotherapy, the inability to do cardio and high intensity activities like BASKETBALL! to keep fit, it has resulted in very bad health.
From High Blood Pressure to Shin Splint to Obesity,
This is something that I did not expect of myself and am very disappointed. As a person with very high self esteem, being at such a low at this age is not what I had expected. Physical confidence has been poor with the lack of sizable clothes. With my social lifestyle, I really need to
lose weight and get fit in the next 3 months. I feel not confident enough to meet people, especially people whom I have known for quite some time.
People going to OBS slim down, I was the reverse. Disappointment in myself has hit an all time high. Dear God, if you hear me, please help me in any way you can or have already planned? I can't fit all my pants anymore and am struggling when I am in them. The only thing when others see me is to say I have put on weight. I am just going to end it here.
Dear God, Please help me.
No booya for now...
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